And I Still Swoon Every once in a while ...I’ll find a memory you left me.Sometimes something tangible… sometimes just a feeling..something magical...In either case I’ll smile.Real big. And then feel real sad.My eyes will glaze over... ...and I’ll drift...feeling as if I’m back there… Sitting with you.... Waiting for the warmth of your lips to envelop mine.... Or the warmth of your hand to tingle on my skin.....It’s moments like these that make me wanna run to you. To
First Kiss SyndromeAnd she never felt tears like these...Warm as they left her cold insides...She killed it.She was a murderer.She could never be happy...She had to ruin it somehow.Because in the end...She always guessed she'd be unhappy someday...And decided breaking her own heart OVER AND OVER AND OVER... was better...Than having regrets and an everlasting heartbreak.Because... She didn't believe in divorce.She didn't believe in dating without love.She didn’t believe in love without marriage.And she didn’t believe...in divorce…Overall she didn’t believe in failure.She’d toss and turn until her problem, whatever it was, had been resolved.Then...maybe...she could wake up without bags under her eyes…Though she THOUGHT she had resolved this issue…He still haunted her.Seeing Him made her sad.Seeing Him happy made her sick.Seeing Him not seeing Her made her weak.Yet the problem had been “resolved”Now that he wasn’t in her lif
You. Today was a weird day... One of those days..where... I wake up...holding your past...in my arms.